September 1st

Hey Lovelies! I can’t believe it’s already September (my birthday month). I have a feeling it’s going to be a great month.

Today I am getting personal on the blog. As you can see the second half of August there were no blog posts. From the moment I knew I wouldn’t be able to post the way I wanted to I struggled with the decision to be personal or keep my life private. But this is called The Brandi Michelle Experience for a reason.

For the past year I made horrible choices. Choices that I didn’t think would affect my life the way they did. To make a long story short I was homeless, hopping from hotel to hotel as I also juggled school and work. I hit rock bottom and had to make the choice to move back to Orlando, a choice I should have made long ago.

Some of you know that I have battled with depression and most recently anxiety and since I’ve been back home they’ve come back full throttle. I can’t help but wish and hope I could go back in time and change things. It’s a  mix of ‘I should have known better’ and ‘everything happens for a reason’ because not everything was in my control.

But recently something in me shifted. I can honestly say I haven’t felt the same since the eclipse. I’ve also visited Charleston and realized that I am in control of my life and can always turn it around. I’ve been given the opportunity to start fresh, something that doesn’t come so easy for some people.

As we begin a new month I’m here to tell you to keep pushing.  No matter how hard it gets (because it’s only going to get harder) or how down you get…you have to get back up!!

Peace and Love

-B

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